{"id":96,"date":"2026-04-03T17:26:23","date_gmt":"2026-04-03T17:26:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/?p=96"},"modified":"2026-04-03T18:03:45","modified_gmt":"2026-04-03T18:03:45","slug":"the-pain-of-past","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/2026\/04\/03\/the-pain-of-past\/","title":{"rendered":"The Pain of Past"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Love is a simple word,<br>That hurts more than a sword,<br>Yet it cannot easily be cured,<br>Neither be concealed or ignored.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Time passed by,<br>And I thought it died,<br>Or at least I tried,<br>To make the feeling subside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I returned back to normal,<br>I tried to get back as usual,<br>Living life so typical,<br>To at least be moral.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I made myself busy,<br>To forget everything quickly,<br>Yet it wasn\u2019t that easy,<br>Especially when I see you happy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You smile like an old friend,<br>While introducing your girlfriend,<br>That left me at the bitter end,<br>Yet I just smile to pretend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m happy, I guess?<br>To see you at your best,<br>But why do I feel regret,<br>Despite the so-called success?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Perhaps I need to pay the price,<br>For the decision I thought was wise,<br>And perhaps I need advice,<br>To make this feeling tranquilized.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yet I want to thank you,<br>For the feelings I know were true,<br>Now I can officially start anew,<br>And leave the past that\u2019s keeping me blue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know that love is painful,<br>And it is too late to be blameful,<br>So I choose to be grateful<br>For the memories that are so wonderful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Original work by Shanniah<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Love is a simple word,That hurts more than a sword,Yet it cannot easily be cured,Neither be concealed or ignored. Time passed by,And I thought it died,Or at least I tried,To make the feeling subside. As I returned back to normal,I tried to get back as usual,Living life so typical,To at least be moral. I made&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":99,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[38,36,45,39,33,43,44,32,23,37,40,35,24,31,21,22,42,41],"class_list":["post-96","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-acceptance","tag-emotionalpoem","tag-emotionalwriting","tag-healing","tag-heartbreak","tag-heartfelt","tag-introspective","tag-lostlove","tag-love","tag-loveandpain","tag-memories","tag-movingon","tag-pain","tag-pastlove","tag-poem","tag-quote","tag-sentimental","tag-unrequitedlove"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=96"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":111,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96\/revisions\/111"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/99"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=96"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=96"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/learningdiariesbyshanniah.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=96"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}